1. I love my dog bailey, but I think he's one of the ugliest dogs.
2. I have had the same best friend since I was in 5th grade. I'm thankful for this everyday.
3.I have big dreams, and I am going to make them happen.
4. I've never been in love or had my heart broken, but something inside me wants to know what both feel like.
5. I used to have a step-dad and I used to call him dad. I feel like it broke my actual dad's heart.
6. I let people walk over me to much.
7. I lack trust in most people in my life.
8. I miss my mom more than anything. I wish she could see the woman I'm turning out to be.
9. My sister is one of my best friends.
10. I'm scared I'll fail at life.
11. At 18 one of my biggest fears is getting a divorce, I don't even have a boyfriend.
12. One day I'll actually say what in my head i've been thinking of saying to you, I secretly hope it makes you feel the hurt you made me feel.
13. My kid's won't have a grandma. It breaks my heart.
14. I wish my Dad would be a Dad 100 percent of the time. Not just when he chooses to.
15. I wish I grew up in household like my friends did, but the older I got I realized it wasn't as perfect as I had always thought.
16. I always wanted my first kiss on a lit up ferris wheel. It didn't happen.
18. I wish my senior year of high school was what I always dreamed it would have been. It wasn't even close.
19. I miss friends that I thought I would have in my life forever. I go weeks, months, or years without talking to them.
21. I know that my day will come, and I'll meet someone amazing.
22. I miss my dog jake and jake. yes I had two dogs with the same name.
23. I miss when my biggest concern was being home before the street lights came on.
24. I've never broken a bone. But yet I want to. Is that weird?
27. I realized that people change and leave.
28. I'm glad I never partied in high school.
29. I sometimes make really stupid decisions. like signing a two-year contract at the beach tanning. thats pretty much asking for skin cancer.
30. I like staying up late at night reading peoples blogs. most of the time I don't know them, but I think its more fun that way.
31. I hate texting. and I normally don't reply. I know its mean, but I don't feel bad but I think I probably should.
32. Falling for people who have not the slightest clue want they want. its stupid.
33. I still jump on my trampoline daily. its just my thing. like people go to the gym or whatever to just get away. well same goes for me and my trampoline.
34. I hate the way a person smells after getting a spray tan.
35. I wish people knew there self-worth.
36. A part of me wants to move out of Oklahoma, but I just say that cause I want to escape people and problems, but I know they will still always be there.
37. I didn't go visit my mom's grave on the day she died or her birthday. And I don't really know why I didn't.
39. I wanna go back to California and lay on the beach all day and listen to music.
41. Life's to short.
42. I like playing video games and I want to get a headset and play with people online. creepy.
43. I like having deep conversations with people.
44. I don't like spending time with my Grandma because I highly dislike the guy she married.
45. I hope I marry a man nothing like my dad.
46. I never want to live in a huge house.
47. Sometimes I think its perfectly fine when absolutely nothing works out.
48. I cry a lot when I'm driving.
49. I'll never forget that you told me if it didn't work out that I'd be okay. I'm okay.
50. I've changed myself for people before. I hate that I ever did that.
51. I think you were screwing me over from day one.
52. I suck at letting go.
53. I like buckle jeans better then the jeans we sell at my store. whoops.
54. I think boys think tapout shirts give them magical powers.
55. I think I should put myself out there more.
56. Most Taylor Swift songs make me cry.
57. I wanna be just like my mother when I'm a mom. and cook every night. well most.
58. I wish I didn't let certain people back in my life. they never changed.
59. I want another puppy. lab.
60. I don't know if I'll ever make it through college.
61. I know I deserved better. Its probably one of the best realizations I've had in awhile. It just clicked.
62. I can't stand people who hide from reality. It eventually catches up with you.
63. I wanna start riding bikes and running.
64. I wish I could stay committed to the gym. to lazy.
65. I think I enjoy sleep more than a person should. Sometimes I just don't really see the point in getting up. it makes me sad.
66. I want someone to fight for my heart.
67. I want someone who leaves the games behind.
68. People need to stop living in high school. high school's over. whatever happened back then. its the past now. so move the hell on.
69. I like cussing a lot these days. It doesn't make me feel any less lady like. sorry.
70. My ideal age to go back to would be 2. my parents were still together.
71. I think my dad never fell out of love with my mom. I think thats why nothing ever worked out with him relationship wise.
72. I wish my dad was still the man I knew when I was younger.
72. My best memories of a child was spending the whole day out on the boat at the lake. I wanna give my kids the same.
73. Sometimes i look back on relationships, people, or random times. and wonder how in the world i thought i was happy.